SwEeT SuCcEsS, eH?

phew .. yup finally done with all the campaigning and elections, and yeah yeah i did make it .. but somehow the victory dint feel so great after all, i mean i thought this was one thing i wanted very badly, but having gotten it, i was like hmmm, so now stuck with this for a committee, none of my gang frenz r in it .. and its under Mdm D, she's like a total terror .. slave driverz more like it .. but well, i was barcing myself for it, so i guess i should be alright .. lets see. besides that have been having a few good twists and turns and cross roads with joe .. my sweetie pie .. though he did kinda put me off today, that time when all of them were oh just so obsessed talking to some senior gals, i'm not green with envy or smth, but cummon you dun completely ignore someone you call ur friend just coz sm pretty hot chick is nex to you .. *sighs* *sobz* actually Aze has been the ultimate darling these days, helped me out totally with my election campaigning ... choooo chweeeeet :) the next couple of days is gonna be l'il time for blogging with so much work piling up, plus the new committee tasks are going to start, infact started already with Mdm insisting i arrange some event next week ... phew!

p/s ... the post starts and ends with phew... hehe .. phew!

Au ReVoiR, EnCoRe!

saturday night was happening, finally! yay, baybeh - now thats what i call party time .. first was a proper sit down dinner, at the local 5 star sophisticated hotel , though all food happened to be chinese mock meat - yuck! but the ambience and the crowd was just wow! had a good time there before i was party hopping into Vj's farewell party, yes he was leaving that morning so we hung out all night - endless gossip,music - singing and all the dumb games we used to play before when in school together .. was his birthday too, pooor fella- what a way to celebrate your bday, when you're on a flight for 19hrs! *sighs* yeah but had a great time together - caught up with some frenz i hadnt seen in sometime, it was back to patch up mode for me and Ax. stayed there almost all night - hmm actually not really, took a cab back to campus only to meet a buncha my eva-so-loved dahlings - chatted up with them almost until dawn, as usual all the bullying and making fun of each other - had fun - what a "beautiful" day! for joe ... cummon tell me if somethingz goin on, pretty pls pls plssss!

sunday's been sleepie and quiet, bracing myself for another hectic week and yeah, tmr is D day! *fingers crossed* and oh, how could i forget, its my bessss frenz birthday tdy - Happy Birthday NS! wishin' you the best of times ahead!

NoThInG hApPeNiNg - ZiLcH.

yeah has been one of those lousy mornings when u really push yourself to get outta bed and head off to work - only to get to work and feel like crap, i'm in the wrong place - the waking up early just so not worth this! yeah so here's what i'm doing - back random whiling away time on the net, and yea - blogging!

honestly nothing much has happened lately - there's the entire olympics drama going on, but nah, not really me to be writing home about it. besides that, world politics,iraq and Bush arent my fav topics either .. so we're bac to square one - just endlessly rant about day to day mundane (mis) happenings of my life! yeah got this interview later - though not too hopeful about it, much as i wanna get in and make things happening! hmm lez hope for ze best there ... there's been a whole lot of elections and campaigning for various things going on for campus, as my friend put it the other day, everyone brags endlessly trying to sell themselves - " exaggerate about their non existent ECAs" and talk about the "future" of the society! i myself am trying level best convincing ppl and selling my ideas to make it into one of the premier clubs, lets see... oh well, yeah thats how boring my life's gotten - hopefully some miracle will happen and things will start looking brighter - but for now, thazzit. ciaoz!

WeiRd MooDs

today's not particularly been my best day .. its really strange how a few things from the past affect me so much. like today seeing S and T all close and pally made me so uncomfortable.. surprising considering now everyone knows there's nothing ever going to happen, and that he's my friend after all. but yet, still somehow i was extremely uncomfy in that predicament today, somehow feel that T still knows S pays a lot of attention to her and she just totally takes complete advantage of that - like being all flirty and endlessly yay! kinda moods, which she is nvr in otherwise ... weird weird i tell you.. the way some gals like throwing around their weight and behaving all-so-gurly.. yuck!esp after she's so clear in her mind that S is nvr going to be the one, what i feel more terrible about is that even him.. after knowin ghe's not her choice, he's all so close to her, as if there was this still one last ray hope .. don't blame him as much i blame her though... really sends out all the wrong signals all the time... man, i HATE gals who behave that way! lead on guys unnecessarily and then ditch ... what a pity~ guys fall for exactly those kind of gals.. warm hearted darlings like yours truly here, no one really cares about~ *sigh* anyway, its been a while that i saw or spoke to my darling Joe ... but as i said mebbe this is another part of my own imagination thats making me think things are going to work out, though in reality there might be nothing!

ReALiTy BiTeS

A rendezvous avec the more studious lot of people on campus just made me realise how time's flown before i knew - while i was busy decorating my blog page and doing random quizzes online, four weeks of the new semester have gone by and that's almost 1/3rd of the entire semester! *gulp* there's still reports and assignments piled up on my desk, but i am on the cruising mood - wanna holiday more ... the weekend makes me lazier than ever .. Grrrrr ..
Seriously, still feels like yesterday that the exams were over and i went home for the summer .. now its already bang in the middle of the term, so much work and so much to catch up on .. I'm still rebuilding my bridges with all the ol' contacts and frenz .. everytime thr's a long vacation, i find myself alienated from the rest of the gang when i'm bac .. wonder if other ppl also feel this way, but it takes me jus so long to settle in and get bac into the groove of things ... whats more amazing is i'm suposed to be the outgoing extrovert of the gang - the non stop chatty gal - what an irony! *shrug* anyway i better be off now, that design report's gonna kill me ..

Ze nEw LooK!

Yosssss ... my blog's finally got a new look, hadnt tried fiddling around with the template much, thanks to my HTML skills (or should i say the lack of them:p) .. had tried a couple of things with some older blogs, but results had been quite disastrous... so always ended up sticking to blogger's originals... this time round actually managed a couple of things the way i wanted it .. was hoping reading white font as foreground wouldnt be too hard ... isnt right? then yeah the huge pics import from Quizilla taking up way too much area .. and then the pink thingy... gives a highly girly look to the blog.. also makes it look like i was a crazy anime fan, which i am not ... neither am i one of those typical giggly (hee hee) gals who are obsessed with pinks and purples for everything in life! not saying im not feminine enough or smth, but just don't over do it :) though mosta my guy-friends would love to believe i am the typical "oh so cuuute" or eva "chooo chweeeet" kinda gals.. and tease me about it all the time .. oh cummon ppl gimme a break! juz go ahead and njoi the new look to the blog .. Cheerz!

WhaT CoLoR AnGeL aRe yOu?

Alright, one more quiz... *giggle* yeps.. i'm really jobless, and yay! the color's pink ... though i'm not particularly the gurly kinda person :p



You're a "Pink Angel". Now, just because
it may be a little bit of a feminin color
doesn't mean you're all girly and whiney.
You're very self-less and love to bring good
news to people because you like seeing people
happy. You have better manners than most and
people love how polite you can be. You're
friends love that they hardley ever get in
arguments with you and can barely get mad at
you! You're friends and family mean so much to
you and it takes more than a fight to break you
away from them.

What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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WhaT MySTiCaL CrEaTuRe aRe yOu?

Took this test on some quiz site .. interesting results :) (A)

You're like an angel. As everyone knows, angels
dwell in heaven. They were desribed as shining
ones wearing white and the idea that they have
wings is believed as well. Guardian angels are
the ones that many people think are dead loved
ones who try to protect the living friends or
family they have on Earth. They usually had
blonde hair and maybe brown with flawless
appearance and sweet dispositions. They were
cheerful, hopefull, selfless, loving, and kind.
Angels are the one mystical creature that a
majority of people truly believe in. Encounters
with angels are poping up all over the world
and reassuring people's beliefs in angels.

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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WhaT eLeMenT aRe yOu?

Have been spending late hours on satday taking these jobless tests .. mite as well tell you more about myself.. surprisingly, results r quite true ;)

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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CoLLaTeRaL ~ ToM cRuIsE RuLeZ!

yeah, finally took the saturday evening off - outta this place to watch tom cruise in Collateral. Its his first negative role, with grey hair and the role all black - a contract killer who's arrived at LA, and five bodies are to fall before dawn .. Jamie foxx as the cabbie hijacked by Cruise does a brilliant job, as the driver who's unknowingly dragged into this, having to make 5 stops thru the night and then finally save the last of the killer's targets, an ex passenger who's shown as his love interest .. good show good show, indeed! just that if you're like me.. you cant see Tom Cruise dying - oh crap! didnt mean to spoil your fun, but owwwww ... Tom Cruise! but really slick, fast paced deal - i bet you'll love it !

~MisSinG yOu~

this post is dedicated to anyone i can open up and talk to really, considering these days there are so few ppl i can do that with .. i mean yes, i do yap yackety yackety yack .. but never really say whats exactly on my mind, few ppl know the real-me! and of late, with P being so far away to talk to and busy with her own life, there's hardly neone i actually sit down and talk about whats on my mind - without having to think twice ... there's just so much going on up here and hardly neone to "strategize" with .. to just sit and chat endlessly ... every1 out here is quite caught up with their own affairs, way too busy to listen to someone else whine about their lives .. every1's still there when you wanna have fun ( at least thts the misconception im living in!) but when you just have these outbursts of self-pity and complaining moods.. thr's just no one.. when you really want some1 telling you that everything's gonna b okay at the end of it all .. this is when i really miss my frenz.. now, with my relocating and it just being so long and being so far away, we've also drifted apart in many ways .. the connexion is just missing.. if thr's neone i cud talk to, that'd be P - the poor girl bears the brunt of my frustrations and "pissed off moods", without complaining one bit herself.. really admire her for that ... she makes everything look so perfect, as if she's out of a happy-ending-fairy tale despite her own troubles.. really wish she has a perfect happy-ending -fairy tale kinda life .. my darling angel!

CaLm On FrIdAy EvEnInG!

yoz! the blogging bug seems to hv bitten hard again - 3 posts in 24 hrs! yeah tdy was D day - quite eventful, had a showdown with some of the ppl who had managed to put me off totally yday.. but eventually made up i guess, after all i can't alienate myself from these ppl considering they r my so called group.. and i don't want history repeating itself .. the famous website issue and all that! K brought it up at smth tdy, i hope he doesnt make a big deal of it all ... nah, hopefully he's not the typical gossip monger... rest.. as usual i was hardly affected by glances from Kris, despite being a bit conscious about my total pardy wear .. lol! yeah but joe .. really really like him so much... dahling! *muahz* but thats what .. somewhr i have started feeling its all as usual, only from my side .. dun think he's really into this ... *sighz* ... S smsed a coupla times - he really knows how to cheer me up and make my day! been quite a while i watched some nicce movie .. was reading that Super size me article by Mc Donalds .. find a reflection of myself.. yuck!

CruShEd. ToTaLLy.

Yes its raining again ... and along with it, the rain brings back my blues of last night ... yeah, last night was something, for the first time in a long long time now i cried myself to sleep ... and why? its hard to believe that a bunch of rather insignificant morons whom i thought were my frenz reduced me to tears!~ yeah for once there was a boom - realization hit me hard that no, i was definitely not a part of their gang, much as i tried, i'd always been an outsider... that in dire need, they'd not stand up for me... and no, no question of supporting me against anybody! hurts to know, right? especially after you think the world of them go out of the way to help them and be nice... to think they actually thought of me to be so cheap as to completely backstab, and to think that even if i did go against one of them, there'd be no one... none at all on my side... sure, it sucks!

TiMe To MoVe On

it was late evening when the entire place had become unbearably stuffy and warm, when all it needed was a downpour and yes, it rained! the rain and soft musik playing gave time to reflect - just thinking about people in my life ... most ppl who come into my life come in to stay ... there's never really good bye - utmost is an au revoir ... meaning bye, until i see you the next time ... the last few years have seen whole swarms of new people in my life .. after relocating, i have had this bunch of friends whom i hang out with almost all the time, though i know them really very l'il, 2 whole years hasnt been enough for me to know these people ... of them all, there have been many intriguiging characters, some shady, some cheery .. today i spent a good couple of hours chatting up with someone i have known better than most others here for the last 2 yrs .. he's been one guy whom i've always been in awe of .. plain magical i wud say ... but suddenly it struck me that had it been a year back that i got to some time with him chatting over our fav topics, i'd be over the moon - today things were different. he did matter to me , yes. but i dont know what has changed in the last year or so that now, i wasnt on cloud #9 after the long chat ... i still adore him for the nice friend he is, but you know that special thing was gone .. may be it's someone-up-there's way of telling me to move on in life ...

MaRgeRiTaS!

Yeah, me getting back after some time now, dint think wud be off the new blog for this long, really. Yepz, a lot has been happening lately ( ah! don't i just say that in every single post of mine .. yikes!) .. this time its with all the committees and elections, besides a lot of string pulling with the heart matters ... yeah, for one thing, I am giving up my post before the weekend, oh well all good things do come to an end and all that, but yeah, am sure goin to miss my committee.. a whole bunch of dahlings, dear friends and generally "fine colleagues"!
that's the least significant of the heart matters actually ... i'd been to this awesome mexican joint, very classy place, the ambience was quite something ... had a bunch of ol' frenz and had some real nice fun - we ordered some wine and Margeritas .. then the yummmm food and choc brownies ... was on a high, it had been quite some time I had done things in such style, had actually dressed formal - to the red and black dress code, then the slow sipping of frozen margerita and to top it all, the Merc taxi! yeah, that was one good evening :)

WoNdErFuL ToNiGhT

well, the title is definitely not to reflect my mood tonight, but the lovely song playing as i type out this post... what brings me to write here today, is a pot-pourri of thoughts - absolutely random thoughts... like my ever changing moods, like just a few hours ago i was all set to rite out this highly depressing post and now, just a couple of hours since i am bac to my usual perky self ... what a magical spell the banana split ice cream has had on me!yes, really enjoyed that melting vanilla and chocolate and i swear, i never enjoy banana more than in the split icecream ... yummmm!
now thinking about it, i don't really know why i was in that gloomy depressed state today before my ice cream outing - i could call it lack of attention, or may be that void some people have created are not all that easy to be filled again - oh i really miss having some of these ppl in the places they used to be, i mean yeah everyone's still around but the equations are totally crapped up... things arent the same anymore, oh boy, how much i miss those times and having those people so close to me again... i mean there have been some sort of replacements, but none the same or so good ... the new people are good in their own ways, may be my fault that i compare them to my "originals" too much ... and man, i used to be ever so good at picking the "right" hints - wonder what happened to that skill, cos this time round, i really have no clue whats going on... they say time's the best healer and everything will be fine with time... well, fine by me... will wait and watch:) meanwhile, lemme enjoy the musik and after taste of the banana split ... *slurp*

SwEet NoThInGz

Thought this would be it - no more blogging, no more posting useless ramblings on every random blogger site,no more whiling away time reading other people's blogs - but well, well, here i am starting all over again.Not too sure what is really inspiring me to do this - either the lull and void with nothing really happening in my life right now, or the pressures of really speaking so much to do and not knowing where to start or may be just my blabber-mouth-nature - unable to keep everything within me to myself, this is probably my easiest way of expressing what's going on in this l'il head of mine!
A lot has been going on lately, still nothing particularly exciting or nothingz thats gonna change things for the better here - there's been a whole lot of work to catch up on, then acadz - where time's just slipping by the second - before i knew it there's so much to "catch up" though i'm only in week 2 of the semester!
oh yeah, did i tell you - I'm still all excited about that lovely mobile i just got - so petite and lady-like - oooh, love it! still fingering around with it, figuring out the various details and functions and what not!
then there's been a whole lot of movie watching - Hyderabad Blues - I am craazy about that style of movies - very very down to earth, outta real life stories.. then there was the village - quite something that was - though that's not particularly my kind of movie - I'm more the mush and romance kinda movie buff ...
well, that kinda sums up what's going on here lately - yes, there are frenz and other people, but all somewhere in the background for the time....