My cHiNeSe eLeMenT

As part of my reading-other-people's blog routine, i came accross this thing about chinese elements... pretty cool results ... not too sure how true it is though ... very not-so-gemini like really, though some similar things .. more the Aries trademark - Hmmph! i AM a purrfect gem;) ... but yeah, i'm the summer element .. fire, HOT babe eh;)

You are the chinese element of Fire. People who are under the element of fire are considerate,sensitive and communicative. Fire, you are aconjuror, and you hate boredom, butterfly emotions and you also crave excitement. The color of fire is red and your symbol is the phoenix. Summer is the season in which fire shines and it's months are April/May. Your weather condition is heat. Fire is the direction south, and your day is Tuesday, while your planet is Mars. Animals under your element are usually winged. People under you are the Hans. Your sense is taste, whereas your taste is bitter, your sound is laughing and your virtue is propriety. Your organ is the heart. You were created by Wood and you control Metal.

Don't have the links back, so too bad .. cant let you guys try this out.. and yikes yikes, i better get back to those bad ol' books - assignment tmr! ciaoz ...

Ze AnXiOuS wAiT

here's moi waiting to hear whether i've gotten that important call which is gonna green signal me into an interview with a company i'm dying to do an internship with. that was like the first thing my eyes stopped at as i scrolled thru a whole long list - an interesting project, a good company .. i really hope they consider me, despite my not-so-fantastic acad record ..*shrug* and *sighz* ... hmmm there r smtimes i actually regret nt working a l'il harder those crucial times, but well well, nothing i can do about it, so ...

besides that everythingz almost as always, normal (read as boring!) ... labs, lessons, lectures .. phew! have been having tests all week - now back to slacker mode - dont feel like studying anymore already! watched two movies today - one was an absolute waste of time, a Hindi movie - oh my god, gimme a break. How, how do such lousy movies run in the cinemas?! and well, the second wasnt much better either, a sappy romance story - which for some reason, my gd friend upstairs found very lovey-dovey .. ask me i'd say its like one of those old indi movies ... sooo not-my-types!

oh did i tell you, joe was here the other time - had a gd time pulling his leg. Though i still dont quite know whats goin on. think he's defly moved on, may be he was never "at that place" ... girlfriend from high school eh ;) or izzit the latest melody queen ... hmm .. oh *sighz* and *dreamy looks* ... now i better stop before those change into *teary-eyes* and what not! kris has been around, quite a dahling he is .. see him a lot more than ever before, if only ...

HoPe ..

Hope..hopeth..hopin...



You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla

DeMuRe fLiRt ;)

Yupz, bac to my usual saturdae laaaate nite activity .. Quizilla.com !


Demure Flirt

What Kind of FLIRT are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

BuSy Bz BeE!

The last week has been crazy hectic ~ too many things going on. Lotsa work with the upcomin fest, studying hard(ly) for the tests next week, a couple of nice Joe moments and some really trying times with Mdm D and her follower group should be the gist.

Well well now its now or never time for my acads-catching-up plans. tests lined up for nex week and i'm sooo dead .. *sighz* had planned to finish up with work so that could spend the weekend indulging in the culturals this weekend, but now on saturday nite, i'm barely started - so i'm guessing that totally rules out my participation in the culturals - damn! Fest work is also coming up, though i kinda like that committee i am working in, being the only foreigner there gives me some concession on a lot of things, quite enjoy that ;) Oh btw, Did i mention Mdm D's party-away-to-glory moods and power trips .. just totally gets to me .. getting into that club is one of my biggest regrets all of a sudden .. something i wanted so badly, i can't believe now that i have it, i so don't want it! ouch ouch!

Oh this morning was just so wowowowow when mom called to tell me abt my darling angel sister's results - Yay! My l'il girl was out of some dreadfully disastrous consequences - oh i am soooo happie for her - my sweetie pie! And to think that's like the bestest news i have heard in ages now ... Somehow i feel life's not been too kind to her, so every happiness that comes her way, i feel a kind of reassurance that God has his ways of evening out things :) Hope she's always very very happie .. my darling!

~ BaCk To ScHooL bLuEs ~

Yupz, its sunday today .. and i'm already havin my bac-to-school blues .. the week's flown by so fast, and as usual i havent gotten any work done - thats kinda the reason why i'm so blue about going back to school - had hoped will get some work done at least .. sighs!

end of the week - no work done, no camera yet, no meetings done, no proposals sent out - crap - what a lousy way to have spent the week!

yday i'd gone over to meet a couple of frenz - yeah that was fun, got kinda weird when Ax was suggesting how we ought to be goin out .. lolz yeah nice fun:)

well well lotsa small things really happening, but nothing much, i think i have managed to totally put off Joe the other day with all my endless silly questions! damn! aaaarrrrggghhhhh ... dont wanna go back to school tmr ... oh now i'm sounding like i were 6 years old, aint i? hehe ...

WhaT SeaSoN aRe YoU?

Some more, some more ..



You're a Summer. You're just a ball of energy that
is constantly going on and on!! You're kinda
like the energizer bunny. lol. But your
probably really athletic and even if you're
not, you'd be good in sports because of all
your energy. You're enthusiastic about
everything you do and find it hard not to be
happy. You're usually pretty optimistic but can
be realistic when needed. You always hope for
the best to turn out and many times they do.
Sometimes though, you let your temper get the
best of you but you apologize as soon as you
can because you hate people being angry with
you. You're friends love how active you are and
you make them feel like they can do anything
crazy if they want to.

What season are you? (pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

WhAt AniMaL PeRsONaLiTy ArE yOu?

Hehe .. some more quizllia quizzing ;)



What Is Your Animal Personality?
brought to you by Quizilla

gUiLt StRiKeS

yikes its been 3 days of break, and mdm moi hasnt accomplished anything yet ~ tragedy striking again. crap. gotcha buck up and get stuff done. have done enough wasting time. tdy was spent practically doin nothing - except for one extremely trivial meeting - then watched a hilarious movie. heard of Terminal - the one with Tom Hanks and Catherine Z Jones - funny movie, good break :) met a coupla frenz later - hasnt helped me perk up and be all cheerie .. gotto work, gotto work ...

9/11

oh yeah by the way while i was all away partying it nva realli struck me till late that the day before yday was actually 9/11. three years have passed so quick. feels like yday when i heard first abt 9/11 - the pentagon, the panic and my prelims .. so much has changed in my life .. but was readin' this article on bbc, a spanish girl who lost her fiance at the spanish bombing incident - my heart went out to her - it was as though her life had come to a total standstill after that .. poor soul .. she's been made to suffer for absolutely no fault of hers, and he was killed for no fault of his ... now everytime she shuts her eyes im sure all she can see is nightmare, bloodshed, death and fear ... why , why are we accepting and adopting this world of terrorism and fear ... another song, dedicated to world peace ...

Krishna Ni Begane, Baro ! Krishna Ni Begane, Baro !

Darkness coming around,

And every body fight with the brother

Every body wants control,

Don't hesitate to kill one-another

So come back as Jesus, Come back and save the world

Bless all the future of every boy and girl

Come back as Rama,Forgive us for what we've done

Come back as Allah, Come back as anyone

Religion is the reason,

The world is breaking up into pieces

Colour of the people, Keeps us locked in hate

please release us

So Come down and help us, Save all the little ones

They need a teacher, And you are the only one

We can rely on, To build a better world

A world that's for children, A world that's for everyone

Time is healer, and time moves on

Time don't wait for any one

So, Tell me you'll be back

But that will take some time

I'm waiting .. I'm waiting, yeah yeah ..

Come back as Jesus, Come back and save the world

We need a teacher, and You are the only one

Come back as Rama, Forgive us for what we've done

Come back as Allah, Come back for every one

HoNeY hOnEy!

hey honey .. hehe .. yeah its break time finally .. got a breather, though havent realli gotten nethn done .. satday's party left me with a hang over .. but what the heck.. the party was awesome fun :) then sunday spent the whole day, nearly the whole day at the coffee connoisseur - my first time at this coffee shop, but loved it all the same .. was out with the working committee, they r damn good fun, though can get very draggie ... like we sat thr thru lunch, tea and even dinner time .. whoa! then headed off to the riverside, to one of the popular clubs, but what a pity - they served realli bad drinks, and nva mind the food - the less said the better - and to think half the world has recommended this place to me .. wat poor taste! hanywayz, then slept all day 2dae - awesome feeling, though was woken up by some unusual drilling noise, only to find out they're installing some weird security system within the apt - oh crap! yeah ... dint have my jamming session 2dae - our lousy conductor dint turn up, so no jammin' ..

ppl hv been pretty nice - *touchwood* - honey, my sweeetie pie *giggle* ... i'm this eva-so-confused blur head who dunno crap abt the tek world .. and joe's quite the ultimate gizmo freak .. hehe .. quite smth that is :) he's promised to help me thru this one though ... hope hope hope ...

Indian Rain

A song I love to play when its raining outside, and I'm a bit blue - with no reason ...

Rain Clouds in the sky, I Don't know why
They make me blue, when I'm thinking of you
Maybe they want to cry,
As I walk on by Hiding my tears, in a world of good byes

Love during summer rain, Causes no pain
Cause I'm looking back, at you once again
Memories crowding my mind, You're one of a kind

Life with out love, I'm helpless I'm dying
Rain drops and dance, strange kind of romance
I don't know why (whether) to cry out loud, But I'm feeling fine
Watch the rhythm of the rain falling down

Rain drops and dance, strange kind of romance
I don't know why (whether) to cry out loud, But I'm feeling fine
Watch the rhythm of the rain falling down

Rain falling around, Its just the soundI like to here, when my hearts feeling down
Try to smile once again, As they slash in my window pain
I quite like that, I don't mind
I've got no complaint

Rain drops and dance, strange kind of romance
I don't know why (whether) to cry out loud, But I'm feeling fine
Watch the rhythm of the rain falling down

IzZe WeeKeNd HeRe YeT?!

yupz yupz.. almost thr.. have done tht lab.. yayz.. then attended some seminar.. shortly off to my jammin' session .. been fun tdy *touch wud* then tmr did i tell u we're goin off to party .. yeah baybeh thazz right .. total freak out time .. been long that i took off like that, eh? Joe was a bit weird a while bac .. but well well.. am i really caring too much about this.. dun want anythin to spoil this pardy mood thats finally sinking in .. Kris.. oh sucha sweetie! rushin off to jaaammm...

LoNg TiMe No C!

yupz, moiz bac after some 2 wks of disappearing .. remember i'd told u ... lotsa work comin up .. some total piss off meetings, some fun times, this mega event we hosted, more interviews and various difficult decisions... that probably summarizes the last fortnight for me.. yeah, im supposed to be doing this internship for the spring smester and was trying to choose where i'd wanna work, and hoping they'd lemme work wid them too... turns out a whole buncha brains also luuuved the firm i was considering - damn! i realllly realllly hope i can get in to that one, love the project .. Joe's gone for that too i think .. he's been quite a dahling as always, though again, i feel thr's smth else goin on in his life .. why cant he juz temme?! haiz! neway juz had this new comm meeting tdy .. for a change NONe, yes thats right, none of my usual frenz r in that comm .. im kinda happie abt that, so that i get sm kinda brk from the usual grind .. miss workin wid them though, this time im nt wid them for anything at all.. hmm .. sometimes i dont quite understand myself .. i like hangin out wid them, but still just get sooo feddup of them.. im a total weirdo .. one confused gemini! realli, u shd hv seen me when i was deciding whr i wanted to go for internship - oh man- wat a mess! i think i managed to put off every single person i met by asking them endless queries about it .. phew! nows gonna be some damage control time... tmr's my jammin session.. besides a terible lab submission.. thenz the weekend, though i kinda started off my wkend alredi with the trip to the coffee shop .. yumz! anyway late late late now... bedtime .. ciaoz!