Merry Christmas

... Have yourself a Merry l'il christmas ...

The rain outside..

.. there's something about a rainy night I don't like. May be for in this rain I see a younger me, a happier me, dancing away her blues ..

Today I'm all snug in a warm and comfy room, watching the rain and it depresses me. The rain makes me so blue. The rain makes me think of you... the rain makes me cry.. the rain makes me wanna be with you, all over again...

.. there's something about a rainy night I really don't like.

Timing

You know how sometimes you just get something you have been longing for, for a really really really long time? And you imagine everything to be a certain way. A magical kind of way. And then finally the moment arrives, and what you have always wanted is there in front of you, but somehow its no longer how you had imagined it to be. Not so magical. Something feels amiss. Twice within 7 days. They say it's something called timing. Heart breaking, I tell you.