Friday, September 30, 2005

they say ...

don't marry someone you can live with. marry someone you can't live without ~

In love, all over again!

yes. everytime i don't see him for a few days in a stretch, i start convincing myself how this was all the big dream i dreamt, and none of it true. but then, there'll come a day where i do see him. actually talk to him and all that. and suddenly, i see myself falling in love with him all over again .. uncontrollably.. it's beyond the crush stage.. way beyond that kind of infatuation, is this really love? or pure fondness? i cant say. all i know is that i really really really love him and seeing him totally makes my day :)

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Inspiration please ~

Got just so much work piling up. and it's really not as if i'm being lazy. need to get cracking on work. groooaaannnnnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Imperfect

if he was perfect, he'd be unreal .. I believe it's that dash of imperfection that makes him so real ..

Thursday, September 15, 2005

The numbers!

why is it just so hard to quantify things you do? okay, i shall rephrase that. why is it so hard for me to quantify everything i do? why is it just so hard to put all my accomplishments on paper, put it out there in black and white? trying to write a curriculum vitae - never thought writing anything about myself could get this hard! *heeelp*

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

shhhh

no post in 48 hours. yes! *so glad* cos it prolly means karizma is terribly guilt ridden fr not havign done any work all month long. it's finally time for serious 'back bending' and getting her ass down to some tough work.

i'm actually happy for i've at least been trying to study. trying. that's the key word. not too bad, although all the final years woes are starting. final year, all the seriousness and all that .. *tsk tsk* .. anyway better get back to work. this was just like a "hi peeps, i wont be blogging too much hopefully, so take care and cu l8r" kinda message. so well, ciaoz ~

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Agree?

"There's nothing better than a great romance ... to ruin a perfectly good friendship"

:)

Whoever said money cannot buy happiness, sure didnt know where to shop!! Oh boy, why why why do they have so many sales out here .. all exclusive to lure fools like me, who end up splurging and buying all the 'luxury' items.. spending all the l'il $$$ .. aaarrrrggghhh ... the word sale was coined for retailers like me, i'm sure! they ought to stop having so many 'sale's here.. spare my dear wallet!

p.s. although on second thoughts, with no sale, things wud only b more expensive, and ppl like me wud still buy things they just want, not really need.. so well, well.. bring on the sales!!

p.p.s. and dear, do i love my new skirt and sexy shoes or what ;)

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

The 4 cardinal rules by Uncle Sam

Uncle Sam believes for a married couple to be perfectly happy together, they must have the following in common:
  • Religion
  • Food Habits
  • Mother Tongue
  • Family support
The sane Karizma agrees. It is kinda hard to imagine a perfectly strict vegetarian married to a carnivore who just can't do without meat .. or a staunch Muslim married to the devout Hindu Brahmin .. but then, there's the heart factor .. and what about all the 'opposites attract' theories?

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Best Friend

  • When I was in Class 1, my best friend was the one who'd give me a pretty pink barbie doll for my birthday
  • When I was in Class 3, my best friend was the one who sat next to me in class, telling me about homework when I missed class
  • When I was in Class 5, my best friend was the one who'd reserve a seat for me on the school bus, and share lunch with me everyday
  • When I was in Class 7, my best friend was the one who would call home immediately when I didn't show up in class for a day without notice
  • When I was in Class 9, my best friend was the one who'd cover up for me when i got into trouble, stand up for me even in my absence
  • When I was in Class 10, my best friend was the one who'd know everything about me - all the secret crushes, heart breaks and we spent each day together
  • When I was in college, my best friend was the one who'd relate most to whats going on with me, the one who'd listen and tell me what to do when I went for advice
  • Now, when I am in University, my best friend is someone whom I haven't seen in a few years, and yet we're just so close. Everytime we meet it's as if we were always together. As if all those years never happened.

Oh, do I miss my best friend or what? anyway, here's to my best friend ~ three cheers!

Monday, September 05, 2005

10 absolute essentials!

add on to the Mr. Right post, guys! He's gotto be:

  1. Smart
  2. Cheeky
  3. Funny
  4. Chivalrous
  5. Intelligent
  6. Friendly and talkative
  7. Attractive (the X factor)
  8. Appreciative of me
  9. Sensitive
  10. Likeable to my friends and family *ah, the googly*

The list wud infact, go on.. but now that i said 10 essentials, let's keep this one short .. ciaoz ~

p.s. s'times i don't understand .. there's one karizma, who's soo madly in love with joe .. and then, there's this karizma who can't stop looking for her Mr. Right .. Now, is joe, karizma's Mr. Right, only time will tell .. =S

Sunday, September 04, 2005

a l'il more

or may be lots more .. yearn to spend more time, catch up on whats going on, just sit and talk for long hours .. really miss having him around .. come back joe!

Do you stop loving?

no girls, i'm not talking about those ppl whom you bump into by chance, totally fall for and have what i term, a crush. soon enough, the infatuation is over, and you can't see why you fell for this someone in the first place. the crush dies its natural death, and everything's back to normal.
here, i talk of love. those whom you love more than anything else, may be even more than yourselves. how do you stop loving people? you may have been someone's girlfriend and broken up. but if it was cos you really loved him that you were his girlfriend, you can never possibly get over him. you may move on with your life, but i feel you never really stop loving someone. once loved by a woman, always loved. thats my perspective. the person you love may do horrible things, may walk out on you, may infact, never talk to you again. but the reasons why you fell in love with him will always be the same, and you will always love him .. almost unconditionally! much as you'd tell yourself that now that you've moved on, you wont feel anything for him anymore, i'm pretty sure the next time you see him(be it even with your/his spouse), you'll find yourself going weak in the knees. well, may be thats how we were made to be. made to love, always!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Nothingness

Has it ever happened that you come to put down so many things rushing through your head, but when you actually sit down to sift through it and find something to write, you find nothing? just a rush of so many thoughts, either you don't know where to start or you're not sure what to start with! end result is the same, you end up rambling and meandering, and finally giving up. exactly what i'm doing now.