A brief hiatus

Yes. My internship days are almost over. So is my term here and I'll be off for a vacation soon. am going to be all caught up packing and saying bubbyez, so don't see myself blogging too much. I'm guessing no one's really gonna miss my ranting. hehe. anyway, will be back with more stories soon. till then, adios!

p.s. Yay, it's my birthday today - Happy Birthday to me .. love getting those calls in the mornin'! *thanks*

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Last of monday morning blues

yes, this will be my last monday at work here. the countdown is on, and i can't wait! this monday is no different, i'm still all sleepy and groggy .. i haven't learnt much in 6 months now, have i? hehe, things are quite the same with me .. had a fab weekend! almost perfect. almost, cos i dint see Joe. otherwise may be it would have just been perfect. anyway, so the weekend.

Friday evening i went down to meet my friend in town. had one amazing time =) twas really nice to connect all over again! he's such good fun to hang out with .. a couple of other friends were there as well, and we totally partied till late. had a real fun night .. though time and again, he kept asking me things like, oh so you're not in love with me anymore, eh? .. umm .. it was a big joke and i thought he knew! i WAS never in love with him. or did he think i was serious at any point in time? hmmm .. not sure if he was just kidding. ah, but what the heck, we both enjoyed ourselves big time despite all the confusion. fact was he'd be gone for another year or so, and till then we don't have to decide anything for sure. we can just keep this going, just the way it is. yeah, friday was awesome =)

Satday was a routine saturday, sleeping till late .. grabbing brunch way past 2pm and chilling indoors .. though i knew i had a lot of work to finish. hardly got any work done. by evening, decided to meet a buncha gal pals for dinner and then went out to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith. Oh, do I love Brad Pitt or what? Nice fun movie =) came back later .. chatted with Misty for a while, though she dint really look too interested .. so decided to get on with my chores in the meanwhile ..

Sunday was hectic. was literally running around all around the town! started with a series of meetings .. then lunch downtown, and another meeting in the city coffee shop .. then went out shopping ... actually managed to get formals, my size at discounted rates, boy, am i thrilled or what? hehe .. then went out for a formal dinner .. stayed on till late there before heading back .. the weekend was awesome. my last weekend before the vacation =) now i've another week to drudge through at work before i say so long ...

He's back, He's Back!

Lol! haha couldn't resist. okay, i know you're totally tuned out. goes like this - an old friend of mine is back in town. haven't spoken to him yet, but planning to meet him for dinner and drinks later. ever since i found out, i'm quite excited about it. though after the last few incidents over the week, i had resolved not to get too hyper about anything at all.

anyway, so this guy. it's funny how i'm acting so juvenile about him. i don't particularly like him, like him, in that sense. though my friends believe i do, or at least i did. they wudden stop making fun of it, though the guy's a decent chap - smart, good looking, fairly funny and all that - but just not my type. yeah, so i don't see any big deal in meeting him. although of course, fact is i'm meeting a friend after almost a whole year, so yay! happy about that .. happy enough to blog about it.. tee hee..

p.s. of late, my giggling has reached uncontrollable limits. *shakes head* aah, terrible!

p.p.s. yes, still down with flu, but thought, if i could come to work with flu, might as well hang out with friends ..there's the whole weekend to relax and recuperate, innit?

the bug

the bug has hit moi. before u start wondering whatever the hell i'm talking about, yeah the flu bug has hit me. ruining my shopping, packing and other plans. looks like it's gonna be a while now before i actually hit the town. *sigh* till then it will some reading, sleeping, drinking warm soup and eating tasteless food :( :(

Good to be busy again!

yeah, sort of. internship days are coming to a close, finally! have to move out of dorm, shift into new place. before shifting, gotto pack up the mess that is my room! and amidst all that, have a ton of events and meetings to attend and wind up. not forgetting the last bits of the internship projects, handing over duties to ppl back here and saying my goodbyes to them :-) oh why am i saying goodbye? - dear, how i did miss, yay! internship's ending and i'm finally going home ~ aftre sooooo long! just can't wait. much as it feels so close, these ten days will prolly be the longest i have waited to get back home. longer than the years of waiting! i just can't wait.

of the things i will be busy over the nex week or so, shopping is a topper on the list. yes, need to go shopping, the summer sale is exclusively designed for retail therapy indulgent *spoilt* brats like me! hehe. i'm gonna be nice for a change and pick up stuff for friends back home as well. aah, i just get so confused when i have to shop. especially gifts for others. oh my god. what if they dun like this. what if they already have this. etc etc. haiz. then there's the new Brad Pitt *swoooooooon* movie comin up over the weekend. will definitely catch it with some frenz i'm hoping!

cleaning, packing and good bye note-writing might just keep me away from the blog bug for sometime now. till then, be good. muahz~

10 reasons

I have been thinking a lot a lately. thinking about why things won't work with Joe and me. and decided will blog my ten reasons why we won't work!

• He is headstrong and adamant. So am I! Don't see any room for compromise
• He is way too egoistic. Everything he says and does is right. At least, he thinks so!
• His interests are quite different from mine, well, opposites attract and all that yes. but for how long?
• He is from a completely different background
• His music interest is really different from mine. For someone who loves music as much as me, it does really matter ..
• He is shorter than me. Does it really matter, hmm ..
• He is a couple of months younger than me, quite unconventional my taste, I figure!
• He isnt so great looking. Well, neither am I, but it doesnt hurt to wish for a Brad Pitt, does it? *boy, am I shallow or what*
• He can't think beyond $$$. Sometimes. Make that Most times.
• His priorities are so different!

Why is it that despite all this and more, I like him so much? I am just so fond of him .. Every time I have believed I was in love something or someone has happened to me. And that has made me ask, if that was love, what is this?

Why.

why is that when we get what we've always wanted, we realize we did not want it so bad after all? why is it that we never get what we want when we want it? why do we always want what we can't get and get what we don't want? why is that the more forbidden or difficult to get smth is, more it is that we want it? why?!

My guy friends and their girl friends

There's something about them i don't like. something about them that naturally makes me want to stay away, be as distant and mean to them as i can. yes, the girl friends of my guy friends. there's just that something about them that puts me off and i cant stand the thought of hanging out with them. may be unless i knew them from before? umm. no wait. even then. i dun like my guy friends' girl friends.

when it happened to me for the first time, i.e. when i first met this girl my guy friend, say A introduced me to as his girl friend, there was this strong repulsion from within. i was almost choking on the inside. needed to get out of there, to breathe. my friend was very surprised by the way i behaved, cos i'm usually quite a friendly gal, always ready for a chat. obviously he wasnt too happy about the way i behaved. but that day, i totally surprised myself too! i had never reacted like this when i met someone new. i'm usually either all chirpy, if i click wif the new person. if i don't, i just shut up, clam up and try to be polite whenever something comes up. but this kinda strangulating feeling, believe me, never. suddenly i felt a rush of emotions - was i jealous of that girl? naah, i know i'm pretty darn good myself. did i have feeligs for this guy? *gulp* took me a while to figure that out, but the answer was pretty clear, nope. i did not have feelings for this guy!

it was just something about a guy friend's girl friend i cannot stand. may be my own insecurity complex comes in my way .. may be the feeling that she mite get closer to my friend than i am (duh!) .. may be the fear of losing him for a bimbo like her .. i always feel no girl is good enough for some of my guy friends.. i keep saying, naah this one's got this problem, that one's a pain in the arse etc etc.. basically extremely critical and judgemental!

i'm quite amazed that i'm even capable of being so mean. but i have actually thought of doing things to make sure some of my guy pals actually dun go after some of those bimbotic females.. like spread nasty rumours :p or talk to the girl before he goes to her.. hehe.. nah, but it just isnt me to do smth like that .. but i do hope and pray they dun end up with those dumb-blonde kinda gals.. my silly friends, they keep falling for such hotties! i cant even tell them not to go after whm they believe would be the luuve of their lives .. hell, they'll never listen to me! fact remains, that there's just smth in me that doesnt like a guy friend's gurl friend.. *sigh* .. the problems of having too many guy friends!

Hafta get out of the dumps!

hell yeah. it is sooo not me to be so down for so long. have finally come round to doing away with the blues. gotta cheer up and chill in life ;) it's another couple of weeks before my internship ends. kinda nostalgic about it already. in a way, i wish it dint end. now i wish i hadnt said that cos, i really wish it did end. cos i cant wait to go back and be with my family. i want the vacation to start, and of course, never end ;) endless time, to do nothing is something i will treasure. moreso, this may be the last of the long vacations i will have for years to come. *sigh*. yeah, gonna make most of it. can't wait to wrap up issues here and take off!