The consolation prize ...

.. there's something about a consolation prize that makes it more loserly than no prize at all.

Compromises.

You know how sometimes you learn to make compromises because the situation demands that of you? Then you slowly learn to live with the compromise, and start seeing the good sides of it. And then you realise you've grown to like things that way. And suddenly you don't need to compromise anymore. Would you miss it?

I think I might just.

The wishlist

How do you prioritise your list of wishes when you have so many things to wish for, and all seem equally important? If you had one wish that could be granted, how could you choose one? Which one would you choose?

Trouble in paradise

Just when you think things cannot get worse, they somehow do. Just when you think you have had enough and decide to take off, to a better place, the better place feels worse. Just when you think you're going to stick around and be there for people you care about, somehow you cannot. And that just sucks. big time.

It has been a rough week. twas supposed to be my long awaited summer break, just a week off to do a few things, to share a few laughs and meet up with a few old faces. Turned out messier than I had imagined. It is quite amazing how a phone call can jolt you back to reality. The reality of life. And how life itself has a way of levelling out differences. Wish I could be closer to people who need me now. Wish things get sorted out soon. real soon. and wish everything falls back in place, just the way it used to be.

One good thing that came out of all this - my relationship with the Dr seems to be back on track, just the way it used to be years ago..

Anyway - here's hoping for happier times :) .. pray things get better, please?