WeiRd MooDs

today's not particularly been my best day .. its really strange how a few things from the past affect me so much. like today seeing S and T all close and pally made me so uncomfortable.. surprising considering now everyone knows there's nothing ever going to happen, and that he's my friend after all. but yet, still somehow i was extremely uncomfy in that predicament today, somehow feel that T still knows S pays a lot of attention to her and she just totally takes complete advantage of that - like being all flirty and endlessly yay! kinda moods, which she is nvr in otherwise ... weird weird i tell you.. the way some gals like throwing around their weight and behaving all-so-gurly.. yuck!esp after she's so clear in her mind that S is nvr going to be the one, what i feel more terrible about is that even him.. after knowin ghe's not her choice, he's all so close to her, as if there was this still one last ray hope .. don't blame him as much i blame her though... really sends out all the wrong signals all the time... man, i HATE gals who behave that way! lead on guys unnecessarily and then ditch ... what a pity~ guys fall for exactly those kind of gals.. warm hearted darlings like yours truly here, no one really cares about~ *sigh* anyway, its been a while that i saw or spoke to my darling Joe ... but as i said mebbe this is another part of my own imagination thats making me think things are going to work out, though in reality there might be nothing!