TiMe To MoVe On

it was late evening when the entire place had become unbearably stuffy and warm, when all it needed was a downpour and yes, it rained! the rain and soft musik playing gave time to reflect - just thinking about people in my life ... most ppl who come into my life come in to stay ... there's never really good bye - utmost is an au revoir ... meaning bye, until i see you the next time ... the last few years have seen whole swarms of new people in my life .. after relocating, i have had this bunch of friends whom i hang out with almost all the time, though i know them really very l'il, 2 whole years hasnt been enough for me to know these people ... of them all, there have been many intriguiging characters, some shady, some cheery .. today i spent a good couple of hours chatting up with someone i have known better than most others here for the last 2 yrs .. he's been one guy whom i've always been in awe of .. plain magical i wud say ... but suddenly it struck me that had it been a year back that i got to some time with him chatting over our fav topics, i'd be over the moon - today things were different. he did matter to me , yes. but i dont know what has changed in the last year or so that now, i wasnt on cloud #9 after the long chat ... i still adore him for the nice friend he is, but you know that special thing was gone .. may be it's someone-up-there's way of telling me to move on in life ...