~MisSinG yOu~

this post is dedicated to anyone i can open up and talk to really, considering these days there are so few ppl i can do that with .. i mean yes, i do yap yackety yackety yack .. but never really say whats exactly on my mind, few ppl know the real-me! and of late, with P being so far away to talk to and busy with her own life, there's hardly neone i actually sit down and talk about whats on my mind - without having to think twice ... there's just so much going on up here and hardly neone to "strategize" with .. to just sit and chat endlessly ... every1 out here is quite caught up with their own affairs, way too busy to listen to someone else whine about their lives .. every1's still there when you wanna have fun ( at least thts the misconception im living in!) but when you just have these outbursts of self-pity and complaining moods.. thr's just no one.. when you really want some1 telling you that everything's gonna b okay at the end of it all .. this is when i really miss my frenz.. now, with my relocating and it just being so long and being so far away, we've also drifted apart in many ways .. the connexion is just missing.. if thr's neone i cud talk to, that'd be P - the poor girl bears the brunt of my frustrations and "pissed off moods", without complaining one bit herself.. really admire her for that ... she makes everything look so perfect, as if she's out of a happy-ending-fairy tale despite her own troubles.. really wish she has a perfect happy-ending -fairy tale kinda life .. my darling angel!