The inner voice says stay out!

Ok, time for a sappy post.

This guy I used to like sometime back is kinda interested in a close friend of mine. At least that's my guess. And from where I see it, they're hitting it off pretty well. Except the girl is quite the bitch. At least when it comes to guys. She's my friend nevertheless, but I know her habit of dropping guys like hot potatoes after a few initial dinner and movie dates. It's like she gets a thrilling ego trip everytime she does that. And, invariably the guys feel miserable having been led on to think this would be their lucky chance. The silly creatures they are, they never learn. Anyway, a post on that some other time. So this time around, I'm having mixed feelings.

In a weird way, I want to warn him of where this is going, given that I know how serious my friend is about him. Knowing her, this is all there is to their 'close friendship', so if he's hoping for more, all he's going to get is a terrible heart break.

On the other extreme, something in me wants him to go through the pain of this heartbreak. I know, I am evil. But what to do, we all have our dark sides. So yeah. I want him to go through the whole heart break, the way I felt a while back. When I learnt he was interested in her. I didn't like it one bit, even though by that time I had no feelings for him. I don't blame him, cos we never got down to talking about us. But I completely hated it that he liked her.

It was denial at first, how could he like her, they don't have anything in common, for crying out loud. But what to do, love is like that. And given how my friend is so damn good at leading guys on with all the flirting and eye lid fluttering, the poor guy's lured into this trap. Ugh. I don't know, may be I should stay out and not meddle. At least that's what the little inner voice in my head has been asking me to do!

Musings of a jobless mind

Is it just me, or is there really something incredibly sexy about a guy who takes his job seriously?

My feelings on a friday morning.

You know how sometimes you wake up and you know its going to be a crappy day? Well today was one of those days!

Reading between the lines

After a point you're such an expert in reading between lines that you keep looking for the hidden meanings of everything .. even if there were none!

Women. Ugh.

Read on a blog I lurk.

Give a woman a boyfriend and she will happily forget that her own gender even exists.

Given what's happening with me right now, I couldn't agree more with this. I have nothing against my gal pals. Or for that matter their boyfriends. But what I do get really pissed about is what on earth happens to the gal pals when they get boyfriends? Why do they forget the rest of the world they lived in till the moment they got a boyfriend? And why do tehy insist on rubbing that in your face, while you're trying to be all accepting and nice about it? Why do they start lecturing you about how singlehood totally sucks and how being attached rocks, while all they did till a few days back was to bitch about being attached being such a pain, and how singlehood and independence was so awesome!

Bah. I'm just a little irritated the way I got treated by a friend who's found a new guy interest. And this isn't the first time. This just always happens, first this whole I ignore you shit. Then when the guy decides to walk out, guess who's the best friend to lend a shoulder to cry on.. Women. Ugh.

The smoky factor

Yesterday was a not so typical friday night where instead of just heading back home to chill with my flatmates I decided to head out with a bunch of other friends. Notice the use of the word other. I couldn't come up with a better word for them, cos these aren't my good ol' buddies from college, neither are they some good friends I've always hung around with. Thy're just some people I know, fairly well. Details of the what the evening was all about and what I went through in this crazy little head of mine shall follow in later posts. But last evening made me realise one thing for sure. I'm more conservative than I thought I was. Well, I realised I can never go out with a smoker guy. For sure. That's just something I can't take. I don't judge someone cos they smoke or anything, and personally I have nothing against smoker people. But its true that all that smoke just gets to me, and nah, I'd never go out with a guy who smokes..