May be

May be I jinxed it by spelling it out loud.

May be I overanalyzed and over imagined as always.

May be today was just meant to be a lousy lousy day.

May be some things were never meant to be.

Slightly heartbroken, but I've seen and been worse, I think. This too shall pass, yeah?

Wishin' and Hopin'

I'm eagerly looking forward to something working out. The slight spring in the step, the incessant mailbox checking and bright shining smile - never wished for something so badly not knowing how much I'd really like it once its happened. Fingers crossed, things will work out fine.

Sounds complicated? You bet.