Comfort zone. Future. Other random thoughts

It has been an unsettling few days. Few weeks, perhaps. Many people close to me are leaving town to move on ahead in life. changing lanes - personal lives, careers what not. As I feel terrible about not having them around, be it a lunch mate or a next door neighbor and the pangs of how much I will miss them hits me, what really scares me is a question I have been dodging for a long time now. What next? Where is my life going, really? I wish the answers were simple. There are so many possibilities. So many places on the globe. And yet somehow, I like this status-quo situation. I am tucked away in my comfort zone not really trying to make any changes to this. Much as I want things to change. Be it my personal life or my career. Which makes me wonder about the future. What will I be doing, how long before the next big move, if at all there is going to be such a big move? I wish there was one correct answer. And finding that answer wouldn't be as hard as it seems today.

On a slightly different note, it's amazing how people can influence you so much over such a short period of time. How close you can get to people, without really realising how much things will change if they aren't around. And suddenly when the change happens, it hits you like a thunderstorm. Even after many years of changing schools, friends groups, room mates and school mates, I am still learning to cope with change better. You will be missed. Terribly.

Time

Two years is a long time. Sometimes I feel as if so much has whizzed past in these two years, so fast that I barely realised. And others, I feel as if so little has changed, and life's suddenly slowed down. So much. Hmmmm.

Yeah, I know its been forever that I hopped by and updated the blog. Mundane routines and sheer laziness to blame.