In love, all over again!

yes. everytime i don't see him for a few days in a stretch, i start convincing myself how this was all the big dream i dreamt, and none of it true. but then, there'll come a day where i do see him. actually talk to him and all that. and suddenly, i see myself falling in love with him all over again .. uncontrollably.. it's beyond the crush stage.. way beyond that kind of infatuation, is this really love? or pure fondness? i cant say. all i know is that i really really really love him and seeing him totally makes my day :)