Timing

You know how sometimes you just get something you have been longing for, for a really really really long time? And you imagine everything to be a certain way. A magical kind of way. And then finally the moment arrives, and what you have always wanted is there in front of you, but somehow its no longer how you had imagined it to be. Not so magical. Something feels amiss. Twice within 7 days. They say it's something called timing. Heart breaking, I tell you.