My guy friends and their girl friends

There's something about them i don't like. something about them that naturally makes me want to stay away, be as distant and mean to them as i can. yes, the girl friends of my guy friends. there's just that something about them that puts me off and i cant stand the thought of hanging out with them. may be unless i knew them from before? umm. no wait. even then. i dun like my guy friends' girl friends.

when it happened to me for the first time, i.e. when i first met this girl my guy friend, say A introduced me to as his girl friend, there was this strong repulsion from within. i was almost choking on the inside. needed to get out of there, to breathe. my friend was very surprised by the way i behaved, cos i'm usually quite a friendly gal, always ready for a chat. obviously he wasnt too happy about the way i behaved. but that day, i totally surprised myself too! i had never reacted like this when i met someone new. i'm usually either all chirpy, if i click wif the new person. if i don't, i just shut up, clam up and try to be polite whenever something comes up. but this kinda strangulating feeling, believe me, never. suddenly i felt a rush of emotions - was i jealous of that girl? naah, i know i'm pretty darn good myself. did i have feeligs for this guy? *gulp* took me a while to figure that out, but the answer was pretty clear, nope. i did not have feelings for this guy!

it was just something about a guy friend's girl friend i cannot stand. may be my own insecurity complex comes in my way .. may be the feeling that she mite get closer to my friend than i am (duh!) .. may be the fear of losing him for a bimbo like her .. i always feel no girl is good enough for some of my guy friends.. i keep saying, naah this one's got this problem, that one's a pain in the arse etc etc.. basically extremely critical and judgemental!

i'm quite amazed that i'm even capable of being so mean. but i have actually thought of doing things to make sure some of my guy pals actually dun go after some of those bimbotic females.. like spread nasty rumours :p or talk to the girl before he goes to her.. hehe.. nah, but it just isnt me to do smth like that .. but i do hope and pray they dun end up with those dumb-blonde kinda gals.. my silly friends, they keep falling for such hotties! i cant even tell them not to go after whm they believe would be the luuve of their lives .. hell, they'll never listen to me! fact remains, that there's just smth in me that doesnt like a guy friend's gurl friend.. *sigh* .. the problems of having too many guy friends!