Weakling

Sometimes I prefer not being the strongest person in the team. It helps to have a stronger player I can depend on, rather than be the strongest player on board with all the other players looking upto you. As though you can prevent the brewing storm that's going to hit your team. The responsibility and fear of failure scares me sometimes, although more often than not I love being in charge. Paradoxical isn't it? I don't mind taking responsibility for my mistakes, but to have other people depend on you and to deal with the pressure of not letting them down is really something. May be I can't see other people suffer. May be I'm too insecure. May be I underestimate myself too much. But whatever it is, I'd much rather have someone to bank on, and steer the team in difficult times than be that tough cookie on board! After all, team work does mean not having to take all the blame on yourself, doesn't it?!