Pushed over

I wonder how sometimes, despite being this strong woman people think I am, some people manage to manipulate me so well. Like just a few minutes back, I was happily enjoy a TV show with some pizza and a drink. When she walked in. I excused myself and promised to go over and talk a little since I thought she looked a bit hassled over something. The good friend that I am, I had to go over and make sure she was fine. Now when I did that, suddenly in the middle of our conversation, she opens her project files and starts working. Well well, wasn't I there cos she asked me go over? so what was this about suddenly getting back to work? like i have nothing better to do eh? honestly i was enraged. i have been angry about these things before, but never quite said anything. today I actually told her how I felt and stormed off. I think she mumbled something about feeling stressed all of a sudden. but seriously, gimme a break! nobody treats me like that and gets away with it. and now on, forget it. I shall be busy when you need me too. and you know what, i was trying to be nice after all that's passed, but if you're gonna be the bitch, bring it on!

on a happier note, Joe was a sweet heart again. but he really has me confused. damn, i am letting him win this and i'm quite enjoying it. whatz the matter with me?!