Inertia.

Another lazy saturday afternoon. have spent the day making excuses not to wake up at all. finally got my ass outta bed. now before i go into mundane chores and the boring life, time for a quick post.

tmr happens to be the annual fest. now this is a fest i've attended for as long as i remember, and tmr will be my final chance to go thr. but when invited i politely declined. hmm.. is it really the pressures of work and incomplete assignments that is keeping me from going there? Or is it the fear of running into so many people from my past i dread? Or seeing so many people, so happy that makes me squirm? No, i dont think everyone in the universe should be just about as miserable as i am. but hey, misery loves company and you know smth aint right when you're the only one so miserable. and that too, for no good reason really. aaarrrgggh. complicated? you bet!

anyway at the moment, the invit has been declined. the decision has been made. i shant be going there tmr. given my fickle attitude, i might just change my mind come 6pm tmr, but thats to be seen later.

Joe's back to the mixed signal routine. but mostly, he's a sweetheart. i mean, how can you not fall in love with someone just-so-sweet? there's the practical sane me who just wants to run away and break off and tell myself nothing will ever happen. but then, there's this silly me who thrives on hope. who believes may be things were meant to be this way, may be .. hmm.. thr's been an unusual lot of flirting coming my way lately .. i've decided to go along and have some fun at least ;)

as you musta figured, i'm back to rambling. mostly cos i'm just plain lazy to get started on some serious work. although given the hectic week coming up, i just have no choice. was s'posed to be a term break, but what do i have for myself next week - a jam packed 7 day routine, full of projects, meetings and assignments. yay, how exciting! bleah ~