Better days

... that's what i'm looking forward to. better days! where have all those bright sunny times gone? the days of a carefree spirit, giggling and gossipping away with no "worries"? i want those days back. pretty please?

the past couple of days have been very stressful for me. really high adrenalin levels. nightmares. sleeplessness. generally very anxious. and alas, it did not work out the way i wanted it to. this would have been a victory for me after what has been a really long time, but i guess God has other plans for me. fine, i shant complain. i have resigned myself to fate and destiny, and hopefully will end up well at the end of it all. but seriously, i need a win. soon.

joe was a darling yesterday. sometimes i can't figure out whether he's just being his normal self, or is he being that overly flirtatious guy i think he's being? hmmm... but he has a way of cheering me up and bringing a smile on my face when i need it the most. so there, hugs and flying kisses his way :)

things haven't been so good this week. it's lunar new year so a long weekend. let's hope the new year brings better times. the year of the dog had better be a good year ahead :)