Absolut Randomness

It's been a crazy kind of few weeks now. been upto doing a lot of things, yet nothing really. the mundane work, the regular outings, coffee shop hanging out, expensive dinners and fattening desserts. all of that has been done. add retail therapy to the list as well - ah, those sinfully expensive pants!

The lunar new year break was spent in drowning myself (almost literally) in chocolate, coffee and such sinful pleasures. cheesy sandwiches and pizza. hot crispy fries. cakes and ice creams. yum yum yum. after the indulgence, i did feel a little better. but wow, the therapy sure burnt a hole in my pocket. to think snapping outta bad moods could be this expensive *shudder* i'm guessing the overdose of complex carbohydrate hasn't done my already outta shape figure any good either. sigh!

That was followed by some routine meet-the-family-and-friends routine, except it wasn't my family i was meeting. but hanging out with old pals has its share of comfort i enjoy. the teasing, not-so-witty-banter, watching TV and generally doing nothing phase.

The break ended leaving me poorer, yet richer. Poorer - duh, din't you see how much $$$ was spent? richer - errr, the rich food for one. but mostly comforting times with friends leaves you with fond memories, now don't they?

In all this, I met Joe a few times now. I see why ppl hav a problem getting over crushes. It is easy to verbalize and tell myself I'm over him. But everytime I see him, that's it. all tht determination seems to evaporate, and all I can see is his adorable smile and his cute ways. and bam! i'm back to being crazy about him all over again. *incorrigible, i know*

I get a feeling he and his friends seem to know what's going on with me. *sheepish look**embarassed smile* s'times I hate it that my face gives away so much. that my eyes say the unspoken. yeeesh. but what I cannot figure out is why doesn't somebody do anything about this. and by that I mean, tell me what's going on? It's wayy too confusing for me to solve this puzzle, ppl! hanywayz, i've no clue how this thing's gonna end, really. and I give up rationalizing every move and trying to speculate on what's next. not happening.

The weekend has been whiled away succesfully so far. I do have some assignments to work on, but just can't get my arse down to doing them. Guess shall revert to the lazy mode, and continue doing nothing. you guys have a good weekend. Be good :)

ps. I know this post makes no sense in all really. but hey, don't blame me. you chose to read smth titled Absolut Randomness !!