Frustrations unleashed.

Frustrated for no particular reason. Generally down, worked up. Terribly restless. Could be the upcoming interviews and appointments. Or the looming deadlines. Or just boredom and wanting to break free. Or lack of good company. Or the desire for change - For revolution. For companionship.

Just tired of having to be answerable to so many people. tired of being under so much pressure. why can't things just fall into place, for once?

Sometimes I cant help but feel a little jealous. How do some people manage to have it all - the fun life, the caring boyfriend, the coveted job, the fantastic apt? Here I'm struggling to just somehow manage to complete my routine tasks. *sigh* and how do people find happiness in small things? even when everything seems to be so uphill? I need to learn from such people. Need to stop my life from falling apart into this big mess I can vaguely see already! yeeeelp!