I need a break.

Yeah. and no, i don't mean, a few days with nothing to do (although that'd be nice too!). i mean a break from this place. a break from the routine faces i see. i need to get out. take a trip with some refreshingly new friends. and by take a trip, i don't mean hop on the next bus to johor. or for that matter HK. i need to get out. out of this region. may be auz. or europe. sounds like heaven. need to find new ppl to hang out with. ppl i connect with. ppl who think on the same frequency and have the same ideas of fun as i do. i'm not one of those backpacking adventurous types. rather be touristy and take a trip around the city. or drive by the alps. wow. that sounds awesome fun. if only i could afford such a trip. right now, its no longer about the affording the trip that makes it hard. its having the right company. mishty would be fun, but she's really not my type of a tourist. and she'll probably bore me and irritate me. so she's ruled out. sistah and family would be lovely. but i know we can't all afford such a break now. especially with them planning on visiting me next summer and all that. sigh. i cant really think of other people to go holidayin with. i believe it makes it pointless to go with people with whom you don't connect, cos you'll not quite have the kind of fun you'd really wanna have. so that makes it a wasted effort. a whole of money wasted for no good reason. and i certainly cant afford that kinda thing now. so i guess i'll have to wait for the right time, for the right people and when the bank balance signals a green.. till then, i guess itz gonna be more complaining and misery for me. sigh!