Bored while I ought to be busy

seriously. whats the frikking matter with me. i ought to be studying my arse off for the exams. not think about things to blog abt and waste time. bah. on second thoughts thr's been a lot going on, and whom else can i tell? yeah .. i see joe a lot these days.. but nothing significant happens. i guess we'll end up as those good friends who could have been more-than-just-good-friends but things weren't meanet to be i guess .. yeah, sounds pretty sucky. but u know what, i'm getting used to this these days.. day after day, crush after crush .. all of them just end up becoming "good friends" and nothing beyond that .. so what if seeing them brings a huge smile on my face or i can go all the way out to be nice to them.. so what if i can't think beyond them and their cute smiles crowd my head when i'm trying to do anything else.. so what if just one sweet word from them makes my day .. *sigh* .. why does it always happen this way? anyway i'm just ranting pretty much for the sake of ranting. so i shall sign off. if you're reading this, pls pray for me. for the dreaded exams of course. and if you can spare your prayers, that things will work out with me and Joe too.. i am hopelessly in love ~