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Yo! I'm back from a long hiatus. lots of things have happened. yet, nothing's quite happening.

~ the exams ~

Yup they're over :D (and hence, i'm back from the hiatus!) .. the exams were weird this time, i had prepped quite hard for them, yet somehow, as each exam approached i never felt more unprepared .. a month long prolonged torture ended sometime last week. thank heavens.

as such, there were some joe-me moments through the whole intense study times. but that magic's missing. and there's just something that's off. mebbe me? yeah basically dint hang out much with joe. and even when i did, it just felt way too comfortable and normal. now, is that a good feeling .. mmm.. *shrug* .. mebbe time will tell..

anyway, came back very unsatisfied after the exams. mebbe cos i expected more of these exams, than i've ever expected in university. and i thought i had really slogged my arse off. despite distractions. and side tracks. and long breaks. and canteen rambling. aargh. i'm on the pray-really-hard mode. please do pray everything goes well. and i manage to do well. it really DOES matter.

~ Gluttony and lethargy takes over ~

a week now. all i've done is sleep a lot. pretend to be working on this seemingly endless project. and watched TV. and movies. and pigged out. LOTS. all the fatty fatty foods that i'm not s'posed to be eating. cheese cake. pizza. indian curry. lasagne. and more cheesy food. buckets of ice cream. and coffee. i'm really sinning. big time. but, argh what the heck.

there's the going out option. but that's really expensive. like this other day went out on a gals' nite out. was amazing fun. but burnt a hole in my pocket. and what's with all the shopping? goodness. just got myself another (!!) pair of sexy heels. formalish shoes. totally love it. hope my feet love 'em too. no blisters pls!

besides that, its the usual. havent met too many ppl. see a lot of Pipi cos of the project. misty ofcourse. she's alright mostly. but sometimes, i really could kill her. the oh my god, i don't wanna eat outs and the oh my god, i wanna boyfriend stories get to me sometimes. although lately i'm in a weird state myself. i'm in this highly desparate for a boyfriend state. correction. i'm in this highly desparate for joe state. i really am. had a dream about him yesterday.*sighz* haven't seeen him since the exam period. where art thou, my love?

~ other MORE mundane stuff ~

mmm.. yeah there's a lot of serious stuff going on.. future and all that.. (yn) .. then of course, just doing nothing .. have a lot of small things to handle.. need to go clothes shopping.. hopefully will find those perfect pants for my huge ass! *cursing myself for hogging so much now* .. yikes.. anyway its friday evening, so i should be getting the hell outta here right about now, and go have a gd time .. so.. ciaoz.. more whining and ranting for later, yeah?