nothing, really ! ~

weird how moody i've been lately. one moment life is perfect. next thing my whole world's falling apart. crazy. thats why sundays should go well. thats why you should get some good sleep. Momma says so. hehe. yeah, i usually consider myself "lucky" with respect to most things. this week, i shall be shallow and blame lady luck for things that have not worked out so well. i hope she's doing all this with a reward right ahead. at some point in time today, Shorty asked me if this initial "trauma" and confusion would in any way be an indication to what's in store for us, through the next year of the research project. i told him with a straight face - no way! just a stepping stone to success. let us be positive. yeah right?! i don't think even i got convinced by that. but then, he was taken aback my my +ve attitude. after the whole week where all he heard me do was sob. so he believes it's not going to be that bad. time i start believing in things i say. as a starter, let me listen to momma's advice and get that ever elusive good night's sleep. ciao!