Que sera sera

You have heard about that feeling, the kind which a chicken who's throat's about to be slashed by the butcher feels? yeah, i felt that today. as i waited with baited breathe for another rejection. another someth i wanted, not as badly as the one before, but yet quite badly. surprisingly i'm not all heartbroken. may be its time i become one of those fatalists, who believes that whatever shall happen shall happen ~

ps. Its been one of those days today. even Joe's call dint change my fortune. sigh.