Random realizations

Been spending quite a bit of time hanging out with friends. Generally catching up on what people are upto, and such mundane things. Will write my in-depth analysis of some of those stories on another day. For now, tiz about moi. I realise I really am not very high on the expression quotient. As in, I seldom open up and tell people exactly how I feel about almost anything! No strong reactions to anything, no opinionated arguments, no extreme emtions displayed. Not like I don't have opinions or emotions. I'm just not so high on expressing myself loud and clear for the world to hear. I'm just happier sharing with few close friends, and family as to exactly how I feel. And writing it out on my journal. Where people I don't know read it and judge me. But that doesn't bother me so much.

When I see people happily opening up and sharing to the world as it were about anything and everything that's happening in their lives, I'm quite taken aback. Like talk about it in the cafeteria. With other people. People whom you know. People whom you may not know so well. People who contsantly judge you and use these things against you. That jus makes me a teeny weeny bit uncomfortable. And unknowingly, I'm judging them for it before I know it.