Blabber

Something I had slogged my arse off for has finally paid off, and to say the least, I'm quite thrilled about it! But its funny how someone you've never met, someone whom you have absolutely no control over, someone who hardly cares you exist and someone in a completely different part of the part, a whole different hemisphere can take away the pleasure of enjoying the sweet taste of success. Annoying? You bet. Anyway. Back to more pleasant things. So this thing working out means I have semi-reached a goal I had set myself 18 months back. There is a fairly long way to the finish mark, really, but finishing this first lap makes me feel much more confident, and look ahead with the right spirit.. Thank God, for the way things have turned out, and here's praying for better times :)

It is a whole other story where the thought of not really being able to share this with anyone kills me! The only people I could genuinely share it with, and I had hoped would be really happy for me reacted in a manner that, took me aback a little bit. Well I always knew some people were fairly money minded - but this blatently so? I didn't see that coming! From the length of the conversation to the cheer to the rather intrusive questions, I suddenly felt jolted. Suddenly I had to stop sharing and some sort of disappointment, some hard hitting reality struck me. After all, I was the magical machine that churned out success, remember?

In other news, I have finally decided to shake off that lazy bone and take up some fun activities. The lowest of lows about feeling absolutely useless and not having any life nor activity that I felt passionately about finally took its toll on me last weekend - thank God for small mercies! So I'm finally in for some fun fitness lessons and sports - I hope I will enjoy! It's probably the first time I'm signing up for something like this, so really hope things do work out well .. it will be great to finally have an activity I feel passionate about again!