Illusions

I have cozily lived in a dream for the last two years or so. A few weeks back, I was convinced the dream was over and I have woken up. But now I find myself drawn back into my dreams and illusionary world. My imagination is back to working overtime , my brain is back to analysing non-existent expressions and drawing conclusions, the way I want things to be! I am back to feeling all those emotions I had hoped will not surface for sometime now, at least. I am back weaving stories and smiling to myself. And I know how exactly I am going to be jolted out of the dream this time round as well. It's a scary feeling, although I wanna live it for as long as it lasts .. just can't help it ! Am I really stupid, or what?