Monday mornin. Groan!

bleah. monday morning mood. why why why god shd thr be a monday after every sunday! groan. my most awaited event of a monday is usually the time when i update my blogs writing about all that happened in the weekend =) well, i'm just lazing around .. stooooning, so i guess mite as well bring myself sm cheer .. at least thinking about it, as i write about another nice weekend ..

on friday evening last, i was so damn sure my weekend's gonna be so miserable. the ignominy of being forgotten / uninvited for the performance was killing me. totally. i was so mad i could've cried. but when i left work i managed to pick myself up and appear to be composed thru out my committee meeting. after that quite unwillingly dragged my feet down to the coffee shop with misty. it took me some warm brownie and mocha to calm down and think. think to stop being miserable and cry over things that simply arent worth it! so i said, okay to hell with everyone, i'm gonna go all out and have a gd weekend.

well, but again nthn ever works out the way it was planned to be. so in the middle of my friday nite coffee ritual, i get a call saying my boss wants to see me saturday mornin'. first thing sat morning. groan. why me? anyway that meant an abrupt end to my coffee session. so hurried back and prepped up a l'il for the morning's meeting. had to tuck myself into bed quick as well. satday mornin was up and set to meet the boss. only to find out he wudnt be coming, after all. he said a senior would meet me and instruct me anyway. which went off okay, considering the guy dint know too much himself. and gave me no condescending looks when i asked dumb questions. reaaally reeaally dumb questions. guess i can blame the sleepiness. hehe =p

after that there was this entrepreneurship seminar i was to attend. went off alrite, but i din catch mosta wat was going on cos i was just too goddamn sleepie. headed back only to bump into Joe and a couple of other friends at the cafe downstairs. either the sleep or the gals these guys were hanging out.. smth totally put me off. so i dint really bother to stop and chat. instead rushed back up .. only to be greeted by msges from Kris asking me to accompany him for the evening's show. *such a sweet heart*. but then again i was too ashamed to go there after all that had happened. so i made some super lame excuse and talked myself out of it. though deep down i was still feeling so crushed and upset about the whole episode. the only i could get over it was, i thought by sleeping it over. so there came the badly needed 5-6 hours of blissful slumber. i was woken up by a call by an ancient acquaintance who was stopping over here for a holiday. he wanted to meet for dinner. but the bluey state i was in, i had to refuse the guy. poor thing. nt like i really like to hang out with him or anything, but just that i know how terrible it is when old frenz arent free fr ya .. but this was one badly timed dinner invit, i swear!

settled for a quiet dinner and watched some random movie. then finally picked myself up to get working on the darn report. there was no choice but to get down to it and finish it up. so i was at it, wrote a couple of pages, when misty got back from the evening's thing. she was, for once nt terrible. in the sense that she dint make me feel entirely like shit. though she cdnt stop talking about how fantastic she was, and how much she was appreciated in the show. bleah. i couldnt be bothered. kris calling me up in the afternoon had come as a real consolation to me. i was happy he did that. anyway satday night was report time. actually managed to get about a third of report done.

sunday started late. like at 3 pm =p so went down fr brunch at the cafe again. only to meet Kris, Joe and a whole bunch of others. oh my love =) hehe. they were all such darlings. kris *sigh*. Joe *sigh* *sigh* *wistful looks*. hehe. the most awaited moments of my weekend are undoubtedly my one meal i manage to catch Joe .. considering thats the only time i see him. and it's a big chance thing, like thr's no guarantee i'd see him every weekend ... *sigh* anyway meeting him was a good thing yday. made my weekend. helped me stop thinking of all those blue things. yay! afternoon/ evening passed quick and before i knew it, misty had coaxed me into watching another random movie. this time at the cinema. will write about it later. was pretty darn late when we got back and thr i was back the usual, oh no its work again tmr. how much i hate monday mornings! bleah.

p/s my l'il angel was a total sweet heart. my pillar of support thru terrible times. i love my dearie. thanks for being there, always!