Random bits and pieces!

life's like grains of sand. the more you wanna hold it all together tightly, the faster it slips out of your control. thats kind of how my life is at the moment. but i'm not complaining. not yet. you want everything to fall in place quickly. just like you had imagined it would be. perfect. but nope, reality chooses to be different. s'times you ought to let life choose for you. take you through these roller coaster rides.

think i have finally figured out why i felt so low lately. the depression or i would call the restlessness of it all. turns out i had imagined this to be different. i had looked forward to this time of my life eversince my first day in college. and had drawn out certain rules, a mental state of how things would be. turns out this has been quite different. not quite like what i had expected it to be. i cannot yet say whether this is for good or not, but i would say "different" would be the politically correct thing to say.

i like being control of things, and who doesnt like having life the way you imagine it to be. unless you are of course, sandra bullock in While you were sleeping . remember where she talks of her daddy telling how life's not always the way you plan it to be. and how glad she was that hers wasnt the way she planned it. *yes, im crazy abt the movie, and have watched it like a zillion times over* .. hmmm.. till now, the last 3 months haven quite been the way i had thought it would be. lets hope things will work out good at the end of it all .. if sandra could find her Jack, I am sure i'll find mine *giggles*

met up with some ol' pals tdy, was great fun meeting them fr coffee. catching up with stuff, all the girl talk =) the usual single gal pals stuff .. hehe. misty has been endlessly ranting on about her single status. quite sick of hearing it. i met this other friend of mine, s'time back. she's recently "attached" to this guy i knew. i tell you, they were one couple whom i met and dint feel a thing. not a pinch of jealousy. as in it dint feel one bit miserable being single. infact it felt so good to be independent. so good to not be associated with some weirdo whom your frenz quite dislike .. hmm ... well, i care what other ppl think. so i guess my guy will have to be someone everyone likes =) and me, not in a hurry to get him right now. have too much going on in my life without a boyfriend. yeah, better work out these things. once my life gets less complicated, lets think of finding Mr. Perfect .. my Mr. Perfect .. hehe. now i better stop this blogging spree. here and now. adios!