~ The Mental Makeover ~

atleast, thats what they see. yes, all of a sudden people seem to think, i'm being too positive. too positive, for the pessimist they knew. too optimistic for someone who would never see the silver lining. now, is it them, or have i really changed? i don't remember making any conscious effort. i swear. or is it just being too many negative thinkers, that i've become all perky? or is it just one more of my mood swings? aargh! this is getting complicated. may be its the long weekend. or that i'm finally thinking about heading back home for the summer. but yupz i'm unusually chirpy (really?! i thought i'm always like that =p ) .. well, i hope this "me" stays .. i like emitting positive energy and being vivacious =) .. how about some discipline, determination and confidence? will probably make me the "me" i used to be some 5 years ago .. and yes, how about getting rid of sm 30-40 pounds? wow .. i will be just about perfect then .. great! sounds so do-able .. *yeah right* .. hehe ..