The Night Rain

yup its finally a day whr i can actually stay up late without feeling miserable about having to wake up early and go to work - yeah the past week has been at office - pretty remote place, but i kinda like it there *touch wood* still getting familiar with things there, guessing next week onwards will be starting work as such .. but this has been quite an experience - new ppl, new styles hmm and all the formal clothes .. what can i say ;) ok i know i am nt sounding half as excited as i should, but had woken up at 6 this morning and its 2 now - cummon gimme a brk :-p my eyes r practically shutting off .. hehe .. Mdm Tee and her obsession for that guy is still on. relief being he's going to be gone for a while now. phew. i am actually happy. though i hate her for being so terrible to me these last few days when he was here. now i know what her priorities are, and i shd never give up anything for her she just aint worth it! oh yeah Joe's back in town - yay! havent even met him yet though - can u beat that ?! and he hasnt bothered either. I guess our story is on the downhill :-( - this will be a heartbreak of sorts, and will take me a looong time to heal and get out of. sighhhhhh. but i guess it is time i wake up from this dream of mine, and this imaginary world i live in - kay kay, joe everything is crashing. the rain outside makes me more miserable than ever! ssshhhhheeeeeshhhhh! now im obsessing about joe - oops!

besides that nothing much really - long days at work, dont wanna start off on that again. been spending like a maniacal freak! just bought this peach shirt today =) then have been spending a lot of food - campus feels so much cheaper! have a useless meeting to attend tmr afternoon .. sigh! better sleep off soon then ... taaaa!