Stop apologizing!

yes, as my "geeky" friend rightly pointed out, i apologize too much. oh sorry to say, oh sorry this, did i do smth, so sorry! whew whew. i shouldnt b so hard on myself, tk a break dearie =) no sorries for nothing! this weekend has been by far the dullest weekend in a long time! no friday coffee, thanks to this terrible flu - dull saturday with sitcoms, misty and geeky friend for company - duller sunday with meetings, doing-nothing and worrying about impending visit by my officer at work - and generally feeling low, thanks to the usual - what ifs and what if nots ... yep, you guessed right, i havent seen Joe either .. *sighz* .. is he even remotely interested? i mean, hullo .. in a way prefer my normal course work where at least this time of the year i'd get to hang out with him .. with the new scheme of things i hardly even see him .. *moist eyes* .. in this mood where i'm feeling so lousy about not knowing there things are heading .. wonder where that poistive me disappeared off to again .. i have a feeling hanging out too much with misty makes me depressed s'times! hmm ... quite an observation, that! anyway dinner's ready, i better scoot off ... adioz ~